Monday, January 14, 2008

Great Expectations Page 7 - The Biggest Problem

Perhaps the biggest problem I was faced with was the fact that he is one horny human being. I figured that this may be because I let him have the taste of gay sex and he enjoyed it so well, now he can't get enough of it. But the most exciting part is, he would only do it with me. So I am in control.

Or am I really in control?

With everything that happened and how fast they transpired, we forgot to gather the most basic information in a gay man's blackbook:

Top or Bottom

I thought I could just deal with this later. He loves the way I suck his cock anyway. He cums three times at most every time we do it. I am pretty sure he's content with that. I was sure until now.

One time, we got so horny after drinking his favorite wine. I put on my favorite porn and we started kissing. I kissed his lips, then went down to his jaws, his neck, his shoulders, his chest, his nipples. I love licking those cute pinkish nipples while he moans in pleasure. He kept asking for more so I did a little tongue action and be the obedient partner that I always have been.

Then he suddenly stood up. He took off his pants as I took off mine. I knelt in front of him but he pulled me up and pushed me to the bed. He asked me to turn around and he started licking my back for the first time. Then he kissed my neck, my ears and then licked my back once again.

But this time he seemed distracted. He was doing something else. And when I turned to see what he was doing, I saw him struggling to open a pack of condoms.


I motioned for him to stop but he was too strong. He pinned me down but I fought back. And he whispered those sweet words to my ears:

'I love you Kai.'
'Viktor, I-I'm top.'
'I love you Kai. I love you Kai.'
'Sweetie... I swear I don't get..'

I heard a snap which was probably his cock in the condom he just put on. I felt the rubber slide through my skin, on one of the butt cheeks. He was trying to find the hole but he couldn't.

'Viktor, I swear I can't.'
'I love you Kai! I wanna fuck you.'
'I love you too baby but you can't. I'm...'

He sat down and felt the hole using his fingers. I tried to get out but he was just too strong. I threw pillow at him but he was sitting there, just busy trying to get a good look at where he will put his huge cock.

'STOP Viktor. Okay? I'm serious.'

But he wouldn't. He became a little more violent, pushing my back and using the pillow I threw at him to pin me down even more. I started yelling, 'Stop! Stop!'

Oh my goodness, what did I get myself into.

(The last page is coming very soon)


  1. Dear me - I was afraid the story was going to go somewhere like this. =(

    At the end of everything, I just hope you're okay.

  2. lesson learned: never get drunk with your horny boyfriend whose biceps equal the size of your thighs and whose strength can reach that of hercules :)

  3. Oh noh, I guess your love/patient will be really stretched out this time. I mean you basically introduce him to gay sex and now he wanted more. I understand your feeling...

  4. oh my..
    sex finally transcend to another level.. a very bad one indeed..

  5. hmmm..can't u be a bottom..all 4 love??? hehehe

  6. Hey, Kai, all stories featured here are your personal stories?

  7. being a bottom for love is a foreign concept to me. does anyone feel the same way?

  8. ill do/give anything to please him, bwhahaha! :)

  9. wow. i think that qualifies as rape. i hope my first time doing it back there won't be as violent.

  10. this blog is awesome....and yes, i could identify with about almost everything here...

    kai, i bottomed for love...for about 6 months, and then things changed...i have been topping eversince..we have been together for 7 years already..heheheheh..

    yung sa yo, rape naman talaga eh...